Hand and Foot

Today was the annual meeting at my company. Almost everyone was there in attendance. It was so much fun seeing the growth of this company! B and I just finished the documentary that my bosses were in... 

Tonight, B and I will make dinner. We'll eat it in front of that Biopic about DW and I'm so excited! We had a picnic after the meeting and had a great conversation about nothing and everything. It was a splendid day. A few pictures of the nice moment we made with each other on making goingintoworkworthgettingupearlyonadayoff kinda day. 

I had thought a long time about how I wanted to always do this... A free date. Doesn't really cost anything, except time and patience. And now I have both, because I can share myself, even so prickly, at times, ....and he still gets my back, because now that's his default. 

He had said once, his current goal in life is to make me happy. Lol He's so wonderful. I'm very lucky to have him in my corner. 

Now he's in the grocery store getting me treats ;) because we are celebrating each other's success! My B is part of the company I work for now! Very cool! 

*Getting us treats... 

But just ongoing food supply. An ongoing chore one must accomplish to feed their loved ones. Everyone does it. But sometimes I don't want to be around people and all day driving is tenuous. It must be stressful as a driver. But getting out of the house and away from each other is good to do sometimes ... But knowing someone at home is on your team and wants to see you succeed, sure... But can also be physically intimate with, yes please. 

I got that in B. I can look him in the eye and tell him what I'm feeling. He is so frickin sexy. Waiting on me hand and foot like the fucking queen I am. I don't expect anything less from him. He is my equal. He is my life. My partner in crime. Lol. 
...

I can't wait to watch First Contact with B and the biopic of the history of Doctor Who... 

... First Contact will be on May the Fourth. 

Lol

Snow.


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