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Leaves

The silent scream we start filling in No one would know what hell We're reliving in Over and over I just can't make anything stick New connections but what are even Friendships? People who have staying power? Self fulfilling prophecies. People leave. I'm getting really tired of always having to choose me. I'd like to live the life I'd rather be.  Can't I live the life I've written for myself? Can't stay long, hidden in secret Me in plain sight. I never look right.

The Hill and The House

It’s a slippery slope to homelessness. I don't think people actually think about how close they are to that edge… and how lucky one has to be to not enter that level of reality. How lonely do some become, and sink in deeper? How many get addicted to substances, when your basic needs aren’t met anymore? I wish I could survive on my own. But there's so much overwhelm and so many things to keep in mind. How do people not slide into a hole? How do they get out? And why do we fill strangers on the street, with instant shame? … He had sat down a hill from the main road’s view, a spot off of the main street’s busy traffic. His bright pink sunglasses with dark lenses contrasting with his unkept beard and receding hairline. He didn’t have an aesthetic to keep up with, and it wasn’t desperation; it was survival. A black graphic shirt, sleeveless, adorned his torso. He sat with ragged, olive cargo shorts, and his legs were hairy, full of red bumps. Assuming they were mosquito bites ...

The Fame & Fortune (parable)

"Go for Marti." "Yes, hi. I need a rehaul?" "Do you?" "Uhm, yes. I need a rehaul." "Inflection is everything! Is your account tied to the number you're calling from?" "Uh... Yes?" "I need definite yeses from here on out, or I'm hanging up. You'll get another chance to request after a full year, to the minute." After a minute and mysterious thud, the caller continued. "Yes, same contact information." "Good." There were typing noises and a cat purring in the background. "Are you taking anyone with you? Children? Significant other? This also includes pets!"  "No," they said flatly.  "Yeah, that's usually a no," Marti said under their breath. "What's your networth?"  "867 Million." "Any recognizable tattoos?"  "Why do you need to know that?" "I ask, you answer." "No." "Last four of your s...